About me

My knowledge of being a descendant of Poles from central and south-eastern lands of, currently called Poland, is based on the noted family history of 5 generations back. There is no record of my people earlier on. I acknowledge my ancestors’ experiences connected with history of partitioning of Poland in 1772 until it ceased to exist as a country in 1795, WWI, WWII and the totalitarian regime until 1989. I acknowledge all they survived during their conspiracy engagements, Warsaw Uprising battling and concentration camps atrocities. In this context, I feel I am Their living miracle. Carrying this heritage borne longing for a light-spirited feel of my people and hope that maybe it wasn’t always that bad. Perhaps at the time, it was an unconscious attempt to counterbalance and support healing of all that in me. Being brought up in West Africa, where my parents sought refuge in a safe life on red soil, I was privileged to start recuperating from all the inherited ancestor burdens. 

My childhood and teenage years lived in West Africa brought me a natural sense of diversity in all areas of life. I observed how my parents strived to create so much produce from scratch, in order to have a least flavour of how life could have been in the Polish culture. Their work borne bread baking, cheese & cold cut making and clothes tailoring that became a vital part of home. There was a daily tending to ensure we have access to water and electricity which both were often scarce. Along with Polish community there were many other nationalities or ethnicities that sought refuge in a peaceful life on African land. I grew up among people from ethnicities of Nigeria, India, the Philippines, Syria, Lebanon, Pakistan, Sri Lanka, Jemen, Serbia, Croatia, Nepal and some others.

I was infusing with abundance of practices originating from various cultures when I played and studied together with friends.

I am fascinated by everything borne from Mother Earth that nourishes the senses and afirms life.

I am fascinated by depths, where I see with clarity and feel much more.

For 20 years, I worked in a corporate environment where I was responsible for my institution’s relationship with it’s strategic capital- group clients. A job strongly focused on achieving constant acquisition, growth and higher financial results. I observed how careless handling of humility within others, disregard for solutions that satisfy all interested parties, lack of inclusivity, supremacy, psychological violence and misuse of corporate values around empowerment and equality to manipulate an eligible self-positioning, serve as tools for achieving goals. I experienced how such working conditions can be disempowering and detrimental to wellbeing. Becoming drivers of new, negatively impactful, behaviours. I felt how those work mechanics can influence putting on different masks to appear as someone aligned with superior’s expectations. I noticed that this negative influence lands particularly well when one longs for receiving recognition, acknowledgement and finding authority, in the outside world. When determined to fit in, those aspects of the self that don’t match, get exiled. Among many, sensitivity and vulnerability, get hidden behind survival strategies. Gradually, one’s exiled aspects are forgotten and one roots into an illusion of belonging to a group of people or status. Masks that were worn integrate and sink deeper into the self so the boundary between who the self was and what role it took on, diminishes. But the Soul remembers who the Self is. While the Body registers discrepancies between behaviour and one’s essence. These discrepancies usually take form of cumulating tensions in the body which sooner or later tend to seek balance through release. Living out of alignment with one’s truth, potential and destiny brings turmoils which may manifest as health detriments. When those are investigated, it is often revealed that the chosen way of life is one of the causes of that detriment.

I witness and support Others in the winding paths of their professional and personal lives. I believe everyone of us incarnates to experience their own uniqueness. We are equipped and resourced better and more relevantly than we can ever imagine. Unfortunately, over many centuries, humans have been creating life conditions that support homogenization and ‘moving with the crowd’. Recognising our own Essence is becoming more of a challenge. Because of so many deficiencies borne from disconnectedness to Earth, benevolent Spirits and Ancestors, we have so much longing for belonging, unconditional love and acceptance. For this reason many dive into communities they hope will be nourished, often to find people numbed with similar pain. In conditions of such illusive relief, we are unable to see our genuine uniqueness, recognise our Essence and gifts.

By way of taking responsibility of oneself, one’s choices and readiness to feel we open the possibility of internal healing work. It is a journey of big effort and one which often gets worse before it gets better but rewarding in self-discovery. It also brings deconditioning from patterns received when being brought up according to societal norms and in the “civilized education system”. I have found Human Design to be very efficient on my deconditioning path.